sonywhore

I sit here in mental anguish.   I have been in a state of uneasiness with life for several years now, and it just seems to be getting worse.    I have no specific issues - I and my family have health, I have a job, so the 'big' things are taken care of.    But underneath it all, for quite some time, I have been discombobulated.   I feel like I should be able to find a peaceful state in life, some contentment with something - anything - but I am always running at a high level of stress.   Again, I have nothing big to worry about, but the grind of life is overwhelming.   I have said this many times in my own personal journal, that I understand

I have recently had some interaction with an artist that I follow.   I will not name the artist, because it's not important.   The artist does artistic nude photography, and he always responds to comments regarding his models (whether the comments are positive or not) by saying 'it's about the photography'.   I understand why he says that, because the photo is HIS art - the focus, framing, lighting, etc.  I also understand that, when the photographer submits the work, and not the model, comments should be directed to the photographer. HOWEVER, I see this turning into a sort of a contradiction of itself, a real mess.    Why do you ask?   Well

another link bashing Sony, I'm sure they're a dime a dozen: http://techfold.com/2009/05/19/saving-sony-5-ways-to-turn-around-the-one-time-king/  I don't necessarily agree with all that they say, but as usual, they do make valid points. My life is so busy, I don't have time to properly pursue any artistic endeavors.   I have bicycle pictures I need to process and post, plus some other things to maybe experiment with and post if they turn out.    Took a nice road trip last week, it cleared my head of real life for all of 3 days before the drudgery returned.   Fun times.